life is a gift: 2012

Sunday, July 15, 2012

yeah.

I have been at SHS for almost one week. First of all that of course I feel so awful. Why I can enter this class? Maybe bcs I haven't been able to adapt in my new class. But nowadays I feel a little comfortable there, jst a little bit. I'm going to love my class and be more friendly, so I could feel extremely comfortable there (bcs I always complain abt my new class). I almost didn't recognize them all, but maybe soon I can be friend with them all. Just wait for the time. For the lunch time, me and my 5 girls still lunch together. Eventhough we are separated (2 ppl same class), we still remained friends.
Being friendly should be an easy task, but for some it can be difficult. Being friendly is only rewarding and offers you a more positive outlook on life.

godbless, xx

you gonna fly

We should all start to live before we get too old. Fear is stupid. So are regrets. Just bcs I like sth at one point in time doesn't mean I always like it, or than I have to go on liking
it at all points in time as an unthinking act of loyalty to who I am as a person, based solely on who I was as a person. To be loyal of myself is to allow myself to grow and change, and challenge who I am and what I think. The only thing I am for sure is unsure, and this mean I'm growing, not a stagnant or shrinking. You can't make yourself feel sth you don't feel, but you can make yourself do right in spite of your feelings. You still have a lot of time to make yourself be what you want. There's still lots of good in this world. Every moment you waste in life is a sin. Nothing waits for you. It all just move on. Go out there and swear to this world you oath, not with you words, but with what you do. Not with your hand over your heart, but with your hand outstretched to a word that desperately needs your hand, your help, your insights, your creativity, your honor, your courage. It needs you. Who really knows you at all if you can't talk of your greatest thoughts.

Monday, July 2, 2012

you make me feel like

Dear June, Goodbye and thanks for everything and July please be nice, be great, be my month. July is a special month; a second chance to catch up with what you have missed in the first half of the year. May this July be so wonderful, special, filled with ever lasting memories, hope, smiles, laughter, and Love. Who can believe that we are at the HALF month of the year? Craziness! So many things that have changed this year and feel like I need to use this month to reflect on the many blessings in my life. Those two things don’t usually go along, but I’m trying to find little ways this month to do both. I can't believe i am finally a senior high student. HIGH SCHOOL LIFE here i come. I bet my high school life will be almost the same as my middle school life. cause i am still staying in the same school and city with the same people and more new people.

my 10 main wish :

○ taller - fatter

○ unlimited cash

○ a longlasting relationship with him <3

○ no pimples on my face anymore

○ have dreams come true

○ have tons of luck

○ more happiness in my life

○ successful in everything I do for school

○ less problems

○ sabbe satta bhavantu sukhitatta

○ etc

godbless,xx

Saturday, June 30, 2012

top of the world

I don't want to be perfect. I want to be useful, I want to be good, and I want to sound like myself. Trying to be perfect gets in the way of all three. We live in deeds, not years; in thoughts, not breaths; in feelings, not in figures on a dial. We should count time by heart-throbs. We are all ordinary. We are all boring. We are all spectacular. We are all shy. We are all bold. We are all heroes. We are all helpless. It just depends on the day. People pay for what they do, and still more, for what they have allowed themselves to become. And they pay for it simply: by the lives they lead.

Just read a book entitled "Si Cacing dan Kotoran Kesayangannya 2", there are 9 topics that contains a lot of titles. There are 108 titles, I've just finished 32 titles. I like this book, the story and life advice in this book are something good and simple those we somehow hardly see. This book has already revealed them with simple and funny way. By reading this book, I am refreshed and the lessons become more implanted in mind.

TRY IT

"Si Cacing dan Kotoran Kesayangannya 2", 108 inspirational story, a book that is able to provide change and enlightenment to us. Served with a funny language, so we are very easy to understand
"No More Mr. Nice Guy", an english novel - random story, haven't finished it yet :(
using mixbooth, mix my face with monkey face ha-ha-ha!
self-shot
smiling cookies, a gift from one of my friends
random pict - strawberry cheese soft cake
my new male dog, we called it "pippy", such a weird name for me ha-ha-ha!

godbless, xx

Friday, June 22, 2012

cherish you.

It's so strange how life works, you want sth and you wait and feel like it's taking forever to come. Then it happens and it's over and all you want to do is curl back up in that moment before things changed.
Okay, this is a really late post. Went to Sun Plaza with Jessica, Yenselly, Jesslyn abt 3 weeks ago exactly on Sunday. Had our lunch at Breeks Cafe, then we continued our journey trololololol, we met our friend there and we never missed the photos event. HAHA!

godbless, xx

Thursday, June 21, 2012

big time rush

boredom haunts almost everyday. finally, went to Lidya's last Sunday with Mary. took pictures, bought some meal, etc... only abt 4 hours we were there, quite a short time.

godbless, xx

Friday, June 8, 2012

more.

Activities we love fill us with energy even when we are physically exhausted. Activities we don't like can drain us in minutes, even if we approach them at our physical peak of fitness. When people place themselves in situations that lead to their being in the zone, they tap into primal source of energy. They are literally more alive because of it.

godbless, xx

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

i need a doctor

I'm graduated.

Friday, June 1, 2012

coming home

Dear June, be great, be good, be nice, be better than May.

Everybody is talking about #junewish on twitter. If you ask what is my #junewish? i will answer "a lot" admittedly. "a lot" do not concede that I am not grateful to what God has given to my life so far, we as humans dont be hypocritical. we all doubtlessly want something better than what we've got, because human beings are never feel satisfied.

my 5 main wish :

○ LULUS UN

○ my wishes come true

○ FATTER and TALLER

○ a longlasting relationship with him

○ more cash

○ etc

just saying :

I don't understand how you can smile all day long but cry yourself to sleep at night. How pictures never change but the ppl in them do. How your bestfriend can become your worst enemy, or how strange it is when your worst enemy turns into you bestfriend. How forever turns into a few short months that you'd do almost anything to get back. How you can let go of sth you once said you couldn't live without. How even though you know sth is best for you, it just hurts the same. How the ppl who once wanted to spend every second with you, think a few minutes of their time is too much to spare. How ppl make promises despite knowing how common it is for promises to be broken. How ppl can erase you frm their lives jst bcs it's easier than working things out.

godbless, xx

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

rolling in the deep

err... went to Jessica's last Sunday with Yenselly. had so much fun there. went to Taberu to take my sist's clothing orders, took picts as usual, went to Vihara Maitreya (starving attacked me, had my breakfast there), watched Paranormal Activity 3 (yenselly constantly complaining abt the movie-__-), took picts *again* (met one of our classmate (Nhaomy) with her friend at Bundaran Cemara), swam, had our dinner, went home. What a tiring day...