yeah.

I have been at SHS for almost one week. First of all that of course I feel so awful. Why I can enter this class? Maybe bcs I haven't been able to adapt in my new class. But nowadays I feel a little comfortable there, jst a little bit. I'm going to love my class and be more friendly, so I could feel extremely comfortable there (bcs I always complain abt my new class). I almost didn't recognize them all, but maybe soon I can be friend with them all. Just wait for the time. For the lunch time, me and my 5 girls still lunch together. Eventhough we are separated (2 ppl same class), we still remained friends. 
Being friendly should be an easy task, but for some it can be difficult. Being friendly is only rewarding and offers you a more positive outlook on life.

godbless, xx

you gonna fly

We should all start to live before we get too old. Fear is stupid. So are regrets. Just bcs I like sth at one point in time doesn't mean I always like it, or than I have to go on liking
it at all points in time as an unthinking act of loyalty to who I am as a person, based solely on who I was as a person. To be loyal of myself is to allow myself to grow and change, and challenge who I am and what I think. The only thing I am for sure is unsure, and this mean I'm growing, not a stagnant or shrinking. You can't make yourself feel sth you don't feel, but you can make yourself do right in spite of your feelings. You still have a lot of time to make yourself be what you want. There's still lots of good in this world. Every moment you waste in life is a sin. Nothing waits for you. It all just move on. Go out there and swear to this world you oath, not with you words, but with what you do. Not with your hand over your heart, but with your hand outstretched to a word that desperately needs your hand, your help, your insights, your creativity, your honor, your courage. It needs you. Who really knows you at all if you can't talk of your greatest thoughts. 

you make me feel like

Dear June, Goodbye and thanks for everything and July please be nice, be great, be my month. July is a special month; a second chance to catch up with what you have missed in the first half of the year. May this July be so wonderful, special, filled with ever lasting memories, hope, smiles, laughter, and Love. Who can believe that we are at the HALF month of the year? Craziness! So many things that have changed this year and feel like I need to use this month to reflect on the many blessings in my life. Those two things don’t usually go along, but I’m trying to find little ways this month to do both. I can't believe i am finally a senior high student. HIGH SCHOOL LIFE here i come. I bet my high school life will be almost the same as my middle school life. cause i am still staying in the same school and city with the same people and more new people.

my 10 main wish :

○ taller - fatter

○ unlimited cash

○ a longlasting relationship with him <3

○ no pimples on my face anymore

○ have dreams come true

○ have tons of luck

○ more happiness in my life

○ successful in everything I do for school

○ less problems

○ sabbe satta bhavantu sukhitatta

○ etc

godbless,xx