colder weather.

Today, I cried my heart out.
Funny thing, in my brain like in rotate movie. Over and over again, repeating back and forth. About what's gone on, what I did wrong, and the values I've lost.


Already the common secret, that regrets always come late. And I guess there's nothing we can do to prevent regret coming, yesh? But the question now is, what a sense of regret is useful? You know how they say, tears of regret can't turn back the hands of time.
I've been thinking about this for quite a long time, actually.
What's the point of regret, all also can not be modified. You're born, you die and in between you make a lot of mistakes. Everyone does. It's a natural thing to do.


"Your family and friends would never forgive you if they knew half of what you do. Unfortunately, you know the whole. "


But I'm telling you this. Don't blame yourself. Yes it may be all wrong you, maybe. But don't designate any use other than keeping yourself from great things ahead. Learning starts to forgive oneself is the first step of moving on. Been there, done that. I understand if excuse yourself it was millions of times a lot more difficult than to forgive others.

I knowwww, it's tough to do so. But by forgiving yourself, you start creating a better life for yourself and those arround you. Not only are you are tired of carrying those heavy burdens in your soul. But everyone also made tired.Unknowingly you not only ruin your life, but you're also removing color from living people.

It's not just that we feel bad about doing the things we've done, but we deliberately envelop ourselves with that feeling. We intentionally torturing ourselves with the guilt.

I tell you, you have no right to punish yourself by feeling miserable for the rest of your life. It is his right and I think also the Lord God would've love a sentence accordingly. So, please, let it go.

It's never too late to start again. Not going to be easy, but by no means can not. You have to want it so much, that it'll drive you to do anything you can to make it happen.

Introspect what you did wrong, but don't stuck in regression.